Showing posts with label grief. Show all posts
Showing posts with label grief. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

It's All Yours



Music is often called the universal language. I can certainly relate to that statement and find that it is often common ground for many who may have little else in common. Recently, the lyrics of a particular song has sunk deep into my soul because I think it underlines a very important life lesson. That life lesson is recognizing that everything belongs to God. The song I'm talking about is called "Yours " written and recorded by Stephen Curtis Chapman.

Many have heard of the tragedy that struck the Chapman family in May of this year. Their youngest daughter, 5 year old Maria was killed in the driveway of their home in Tennessee when a car accidently ran over her when backing out of the driveway. I cannot imagine the pain of such a tragedy. Selfishly, I pray I never have to.

Stephen Curtis Chapman had written and recorded the excellent song called "Yours" before his daughter died. However, as a result of his grieving and his experience of relying on God, Chapman added an additional verse. In light of the circumstances in which it was written, it speaks volumes.

"I’ve walked the valley of death’s shadow

So deep and dark that I could barely breathe

I’ve had to let go of more than I could bear

And questioned everything that I believe

But still even herein this great darkness

A comfort and hope come breaking through

As I can say in life or death

God we belong to you"

Whenever I hear this songs on the radio, I can't help but praise God. I praise God because He can use the worst circumstance imaginable to deepen the spiritual walk of his children. Not only that but he can use such awfulness to touch the hearts of others and draw them closer to Him. What a God we have!

I pray that I will follow the example set by Stephen Curtis Chapman and declare that every thing belongs to God. What freedom comes with that prayer! Such a stress reliever! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing Stephen. I doubt you'll ever know the impact this has had on other people.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Sunday Morning with Tyson

My sweet doggie Tyson is dying from cancer. He was diagnoed in January and at this point, I believe we will only have him a couple more weeks - maybe less. He's weak and has trouble moving around. We've discovered that he loves laying in the sun. In the mornings, he lays in the small sun patch that comes in the back window. Since the weather has gotten nice, we bring him out in the front yard in the mornings while we sit on the front step and slowly wake up. Tyson lays on his side in the sun soaking up its warmth. He loves it. He lays there so long he begins to pant, but he lays there anyway. I've realized that laying in the sun seems to be an instinct for him. I wonder if its because sunlight has vitamin D in it and Vitamin D is a cancer fighter. It's an interesting thought.
It makes me thinks about us as human creatures when we get weak and sickly. Don't we also have an instinct to lay in the sunlight - or more accurately the SON light. Isn't it nice to feel the warmth of Jesus shine on us when the weight of the world eats away at us like the cancer is eating away at poor Tyson's body. I look at Tyson laying so peacefully in the sun. The cancer hasn't taken away his peace provided by the warm sun. Lord, help me to always remember that no matter what trials and pain this world brings to me that there is always peace in the SON.